Hi guys,
It really pains me immensely to be typing this but I feel i need to do it. I feel my time in this group is comming to a close, and i feel its time that I move on. Its not fair to all of you, or to myself to continue on acting like im 100%, when I am not. I dont know if HH is the best fit for me personally, its nothing against anyone here, its just the case for me. I know this group isnt for everyone, and I dont believe it's everything I need and its unfair for me to continue to lead all of you on. Ive talked to Robbie and Brian about it already and I feel its the right thing for me to do. I harbor no ill-will, or resentments to anyone and I hope no one will do the same for me. I try to be a decent, kind guy and I hope everyone can see that even through this. With all this being said, I dont want to leave on bad terms, I still want to be able to call you all my friend. I dont know where I will end up, but I know that time will tell. But being a friend should superceed this game, and I will do my absolute best to be able to still call you all my friends. I hope that you guys will think of me kindly even though i have to part ways. I mean all these words with the utmost sincerity and care, and with the utmost intent to act on them. If anyone ever needs me, Ill do my best to help in anyway i can

Much love Always
Troggy

It is a game, and I'm happy to hear that you're being honest with yourself instead of continuing down a path that you aren't 100% committed to. No bad blood from me here, man. I hope you find what it is you're looking for.

On a side note, I'm going to move this into the public forum so that Troggy can see replies here.

dont worry ur still my boy and i am glad u r talking to everyone about it
i aint mad at u

Trogdor,

It's tough to hear, and I wish you well on your way. You're a great man, and a great fighter, to boot. I'll see you later on, friend. Keep it real, as you are.

Kos

Don't apologize for shit Troggy, your a big boy and you can do whatever the fuck ya want, its just nerd sword fighting after all, Ill see ya when I see ya.

dude, it sucks, but I appreciate your honesty. I really hope it wasn't anything that we have said that has pushed you away. that is not how any of it was ever meant.

seconded

I dunno, I appreciate apologies. It is a sign of respect.

Agreed, Troll. My appreciation can be read in my first post, and I think Bodmin is expressing his own kind of appreciation. Troggy is showing great respect, and also great understanding by doing what he is doing, apology included.

Second as well, just Troggy didn't do anything worng, so none is needed

It will be sad to see you go, but this path is not for everyone. I hope you find your own path and are happy on it. I agree with Bodmin in the sense you did not do anything wrong. Hopefully your real life straightens out and if you ever need to talk, you are more than willing to call me. I can not say I will have any advice, but I will listen.

sucks to see you go troggy but its no hard feelings man! Do yah thang!

WHAT THE FUCK?! DIE, TROGDOR, DIE!

See you around bro, i understand, no hard feelings.

Nothin to be sorry for. Sometimes things at the beginning are not what they seem. This makes me somewhat sad as I remember how psyched about HH you were at that Rhun in June 2 years ago. But people grow and change. This may be dorky sword fighting but this my family, if it was nothing why do we get tattoos of our unit on our body? Thank you for being brave enough to step up and tell us.

I concur, Troggy ur all good homie. I wish u the best of luck in whatever u do man..."Pimpin ain't easy son," so I totally understand